On Monday night admitted to John. Arrived at the clinic with a very high carbon dioxide in your blood, so they had to put the respirator so that you can remove it.
It's been 4 days and still can not breathe alone. We do not know what happens. Just do not breathe. Today at times seemed he wanted to start, but it costs.
The doctors say we have to wait, but the wait at times desperate.
At times I am filled with sadness to see that you can not, and think about how become life again on a ventilator at home. I ask God all the time to increase my faith and give me your peace, that I experienced so many times.
Today I read in one of my favorite books something that helped me get through this day:
¨ faith is believing in something for which we have no absolute proof. You stand firm when the evidence is telling us that we give up. You decide to trust Him when you have not answered all the questions and even promised us a life free of suffering. ¨
want this faith in my life.
John, I hope.
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